Just having my last cigarette. I'm so sorry I lied to you. I just couldn't leave it easily. But I've think what'll happen on the future if I keep smoking. I'm very sorry sayang.
I need a support from people around me. I need a support from my friend, girlfriend, and mostly my family. Please support me.
I've too much stressed that caused me to smoke. And recently I read something related with smoke and smoking are not cool at all. So I've decided to fully stop smoking. STOP. By smoking I've wasted most of my money buying cigarette.
And so yeah. I want to started a new life. New things. New me. Keep away from smoking. And I really need some advice to completely stoping this habit to started again. Please, if any of you who read this, please remind me. Remind me !
I'm really sorry sayang. I've to admit that I lied to you. I'm very sorry. Please remind me everyday in anyway to keep in my mind to stop this effin' bad hobby. I do really love you. Don't ever leave me. Don't.
Ma and pa. I'm sorry for using your money to buy those rubbish. I'm really sorry. Sekarang raya lagi kan ? Ayed mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung hayat. Please forgive me.
Azan subuh dah kedengaran. Rasanya dah boleh aku pergi ambik wuduk. Solat. Berdoa banyak banyak supaya tak buat semua bende bodoh ni lagi. Jadi, ni lah pengakuan aku. Aku dah taknak buat semua bende bazir ni. Aku nak pergi solat dah ni. Till then..
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