Eventhought sometimes I feel hurted. I know its my fault. I'm not blaming you. I know that I can't give everything that you want like your ex's does. When you're blaming yourself, I feel like I'm the idiot that makes you feel guilty. I can't forgive myself everytime you're doing it. Eventhought I didn't get what I actually want from you. And when I think back, maybe you have your own way to treat the person that you love. I admit that I'm jealous of your ex's. You look so happy with em'. And you don't even feel ashamed to tell everyone that you love em' at the past. Everytime when I feel like telling everyone that I love you, I felt like I'm talking to myself. I scared if I'm doing it and people around me said that "an ugly guy get a beautiful girl, he's just lucky and maybe that girl is blind or something". But still, I'm doing it. And I feel good about it. Then, after I've think twice, and I said to myself, "who cares?" As long as you love me and willing to be with me while you still have your feelings towards me, that is more than enough. I love it everytime you're treating me the way that I really want. And babe, I know that we've not meeting each other for a long time and I think because of that you've forgot about that important day for us. I'm not blaming you about it, I know that you have so much thing to think about. In my eyes, you are just perfect. You are the one that I want and I'm not regret to have you as my life accompany. We still have a long journey to go through together. And remember, I just want you to know that I will always love you no matter what happen. You're always on my mind. Maybe I've said that I love you for a million times, but everytime I'm saying it, I mean it. I love you so much. I really do my dear.
Love, fared.
xoxo
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